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Literature
twist.
i want what you can offer, more than i want you
and maybe that's the sad part,
the fact that I have to pull myself together, for you,
but see my insides break apart,
break apart at seeing you,
and knowing,
knowing that the warmth — the afterglow — was too good to be true
that i was never really in, and i never really came close
to what could have been real, had i chased you,
had i chased what i had wanted
and prayed for — but maybe that's all you are.
i keep telling myself this, that i love your sweetness in my head
and not your sweetness in my eyes, but you showed me up,
broke my expectations, exceeded what my mind has conjured
but it's all useless, anyway — denial, i mean,
because it is all for nought, and all you did was
look the other way, with your hands still outstretched towards me.
but i'm not blaming you. and i'm not blaming me, either.
it's not our faults that hearts were made
penetrable, but ceaseless.
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torn apart :iconkt-pl:kt-pl 1 0 happy new year. :iconkt-pl:kt-pl 0 3
Literature
-non-sense
red
like the vibrant tone of violins in the  background
orange
like the succulent-sweet notes of the guitar
yellow
like the warmth of the tenor
green
like the liveliness of the flute
blue
like the chill-quiet of piano keys
indigo
like the sombre sound of the rain against the pavement
violet
like a scream-shout for tomorrow
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Literature
jigsaw
you have broken me
like the shattered glass windows
and the fragile bones
but you pieced me back
like thread to tattered clothing
or dirt-blood clotting
you're an enigma
that i cannot uncover
and cannot figure
but you take your time
in revelation, slowly
slip-sliding over
i'm standing lonely
with destruction at my feet
and you beside me
but never alone
do i face this crude madness:
a world of strangers
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it's not the end. :iconkt-pl:kt-pl 35 4 it's spirit day. :iconkt-pl:kt-pl 209 18 alone, maybe? :iconkt-pl:kt-pl 1 0 Katotohanan. - Truth. :iconkt-pl:kt-pl 2 2 - - - :iconkt-pl:kt-pl 3 0 birthday card - base :iconkt-pl:kt-pl 3 0 stare far away :iconkt-pl:kt-pl 4 4 wave goodbye :iconkt-pl:kt-pl 1 0

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because I know that I can never have you.

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Hiatus. Not that it matters much,

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Thanks, carynne0 for all the love. :)
  • Listening to: Anberlin - Inevitable

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kt-pl
Kristine
Philippines
eighteen and still heartbroken.

i need to get out more. ergo, hiatus.

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written entries at Tumblr. reblogs at This Other Tumblr.

you're clearly anonymous enough to follow those, so for so long as i don't know you in real life, it's fine.

Favourite genre of music: whatever sounds good.
Favourite photographer: what photographer?
Favourite style of art: style?
Operating System: winmacux
MP3 player of choice: brainnnn.
Wallpaper of choice: plain black.
Personal Quote: there are no words.
Interests

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:iconartahh:
artahh Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2010
thank you! :aww:
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carynne0 Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2010
You have been tagged! :dummy:
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carynne0 Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2010
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kt-pl Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2010
WHAT THE HELL
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carynne0 Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2010
I kinda do. But not really. I dunno? :XD: ULAM! :lmao:
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midnight-rose-saya92 Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2010  Student General Artist
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

OTANJOUBI OMEDETO!

:glomp::tighthug:
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kt-pl Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2010
I LOVE YOU

THANK YOU :)
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midnight-rose-saya92 Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2010  Student General Artist
:tighthug:
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carynne0 Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2010
KO! Thanks for the llama! I'ma give you one too! :D
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midnight-rose-saya92 Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2010  Student General Artist
:tighthug::cries:
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